Dreams-Distance-Despair

Dreams-Distance-Despair

Dreams-Distance-Despair

Dreams-Distance-Despair is the instant title I gave to the dream I had on my 38th. Let me literally tell you what it was.

14th January 2023, 5:55AM. I woke up to a dream

Setting was in Cambodia.

Franco and I were into a mission to claim our lottery prize. A big sum of money.

It wasn’t very easy as we were foreigners here, plus the weather was bad.

We went from one bank to another, until it was successfully done.

We were on our way home, in a tuktuk and to my surprise Michelle was there with us all of a sudden. And yes, she was clearly pregnant but her clothing was vague. As we moved on, the driver stopped along the street of my previous spa at Toultompong st.410. (Once I pass there again, I will take a photo of that street and upload it here)

A filipino guy stopped us pretending to be a friend. The driver and the guy continued chatting and were giving me suspicious behavior. Then I got the feeling they wanted to rob us. They knew about it. As they were giving me beautiful smiles, I sang a song…321, run! We three ran, and since Michelle was pregnant she was having a hard time. The guys turned into “homo” laughing out loud at us as they ran after us. As we ran, I was screaming saying: “you can never be like us, you can never get what we have”. They kept on laughing especially when they saw that Michelle was having a hard time. They were pointing at her and humiliating her. And so I carried her and continued to run. Franco was out of the scene and he got our bag full of 💸We were running extremely fast. Michelle was smiling despite the situation. We kept on running and they never caught us.

Normally, dreams like these you wake up exhausted and sad.

But I woke up with a clear face of Michelle smiling at me. My first dream since she was gone. And today is my 38th.

I can only sob, yet I feel good that I saw her once again.

My facebook has all the records of my dreams. Especially the vivid ones. This one is worth sharing, and I realized why not post on my blog.

Dreams-Distance-Despair; the dream that is the antidote to my despair out of my sister’s distance.